*I am fRoZeN* well..what can I say? life is...life. my school sucks and it is -7 as we speak. All of my extremities are frozen....school is gay, they give us all this shit before Christmas...bah humbug.. after school...wow...i almost had a heart attack (good one haha)...it was very wonderful...simple, but really nice. hum...I should be doing alot of things but I'm not..blah...I don't care...amanda hasn't talked to me lately so i dunno what's up with that. i think I'm in love....that's so not good at all...good because I like the feeling, but not good because the person is...not for me...I should have learned last time...I get my hopes up and, once again, they are..killed..haha...but you never know right?...i just can't make them go away...fuck you feelings!! haha...I'm lost like a straight guy in Banana Republic... I'm out. in a very unusual way I think I'm in love with you you don't know what you do to me you don't have a clue you can't tell what it's like to be me looking at you