I am a dork... I say that a lot but I dont think I will ever be really over him. I have had feelings for this guy for a year.. I have not done anything at all.. I dont deserve him. he is the most amazing guy I have ever met and he care about me. and I think its only as a friend though. but when he hugs me or touchs me its like the world just disappears. I think I love him. I have never said that but I honestly think I love him. and it scares me because it makes me vulnerable. but its also weird because I dont want to sleep with him. I just love him. he attractive sweet and I just enjoy being around him. I need help though.. he came over to see me and for some reason I didnt give him a hug and he was trying to get one from me. the reason why I didnt give him one was because I was talking to a teacher at the time. It was rather wierd timing. do you (anyone) think he might get upset from it. Because I could not handle him upset with me. oh man I am just gone I think thats all I can say. -Caro-