I am up and down, up and down on this roller coaster. no passion, no love, no true happiness.. Just up and down, up and down. I climbed to the top of the mountains a range of beautiful white mountains to discover once you reach the top its time to come down. Where the passion, the love, the true happiness. I worked my way through school to gain my full potential only to discover there is always more to go. No end, no break, no real freedom. I went to work at a new job that my education gave me only to discover more responsiblities, more things to learn, and more real life. I am not looking for anything big any thing spectacular, just someone to go through this with and help me up when I fall or to look at me and make me smile just with the contact of our eyes. I am not ready to go alone. I am not as strong as I pretend, I want someone to call me on my bluff and see that real me! Will that happen? you tell me...