ok, so heres my story I am a tad nervous with everything, but yet I am still wicked excited to do the fire department. I need to work on slowing down my breathing and to stay relaxed, I never really noticed my breathing patterns before this weekend but I take long deep breaths because those keep me relaxed. Ok, so I like this kid named brett hes an amazing person, sweet kind, smart, and cute. When I am with him its just awesome, I like it better though when its just the two of us. but something seems to be missing, we are pretty much teased constantly by, jim, and john (sometimes) but it doesnt bother me I just hope it doesnt bother him because I dont want it to make him uncomfortable. I also feel bad because I talk about him a lot, but whats neat is I talk to him a lot which is also really good. I can trust him.