What is it like to be in love? Is anyone ever really sure that they are truly with the person they are meant to be with? Does everyone have the opportunity to fall in love or does it just happen? I want to fall in love but right now I think happiness is that concept of love unless love is endless and overpowers any concept imaginable. I don’t know what I want or if I even want it right now. I would never rule out love as an option but I believe people who are not truly in love just want to have someone to love. I want to have the feeling that is so strong it over powers me and when I see the person I love it will be endless and last forever my dream of love though feels like it is just that and only a dream. It feels like what I want is all that I see in movies and can never be more. If only this dream could be proven wrong through reality and just found and developed overtime. I want the strength of to hearts to pull through any situation. I don’t want a one night stand I want something that can last. I want to be able to say “I love you” and not refer to it as the “l-word” I know what passion is and I used to have it with school. I might just be afraid and blind from any opportunity for love. I might just try to avoid pain and heart ache. I move on from crush to crush to avoid any troubles but I have never allowed myself to really open up to someone that I care about. I feel almost week in spirit that I just can not allow love to happen. I wish love would just happen so I can prove myself wrong. When I am faced with a challenge and someone says I can’t do something I do it. But I can’t fall in love and that is my own challenge. I am afraid of allowing someone else to hold my heart in there hands. I can not trust anyone or even see them as a possible partner mentally and emotionally. I want to have a whirl wind experience and fall into a passionate romance… but there is always heartache. I want a soulmate.