Yesterday was odd, I had a random fever and the affects of it were being really cold, really, tired, and burning up. It might have had to do with the spider bite on my leg. My mom told me that there are only two dangerous spiders in Maine but they are not deadly. I am doing better today. I guess sometimes taking medicine really does help. Yay. lol. Yesterday was also the start of my 13 day work streak. I only hope that things go smooth. This last week with Ron gone annoyed me because we were the ones doing his work, oh boy how amazing that was. I felt bad for ellen because she knew more about the computer stuff than I did. I did not want to mess things up at all. The cool thing about the weekend was that I got to see John. Key word (see). I want to talk to him but hes always running around and hes only here once in a while. I also saw another guy that I think is cute but he is older so I dont know how well that would work. I slept for 13 hours last night. That was nice. I woke up three times. with three different dreams. All of which I was to get married in. I had a "love dream," that was nice I cant remember to much about it. I had an "abuse dream" that I remember but its weird it was one of those dreams were you feel you know the person really well and then at the same time its only in the dream that you have seen them. (I stood up for myself and did not break down from the abuse) that was good. "Happy Dream" That one I dont remember much either I think that was the second one and the love dream was the first. I did a lot of daydreaming too. I like day dreams because I get to control more of it. I dont really care where I go in life right now my goal is just to find something I love to do and that is pretty secure and go from there. I love working with people so I was thinking of Counseling and social work. I love art so I was thinking of Art management or art education. But I dont honestly know and that is ok. I will probably go to one of the career counselors at what ever school I go to and get help that way. I would not mind working for a university either but yea. I feel like I could type forever but It would get boring for whoever reads this because its just about my life. At least I am no longer thinking about killing myself or sex or random annoying shit anymore. Latas-C