hy it been a whille i no!!!!!!! first i wanna tell everyone that i love them excepcially nicole!!!!!!!! and anti rara and mommy we need to do somtin b/c u guys r awsomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wow thats a lot of e's!!!!!! so i was thinkin the other day and i used to tell kelsey no one is ever truly happy but i think i might b!! i mean i have gotten over my dad and me and my friends are the best swimmin is goin good and its almost summer!!!!!!! yeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaa the only probluems r tryin to figure out how to help my friend i really care about them and i want them to no but i dont no how to get it acrosss b/c i felt the way they do and i no how bad it is!! the only perons that could make me feel better was my sk8n coach b/c she told me how much she loved me!!! the other probluem is my mom keeps naggin me about not havin a date to my ubcles wedding!! i dunno what to do i mean i can think of peeps to ask but i would just feel wierd i guess i dunno but all is well!! love everyone!!! bunches~~ ~*kisses*~