that was the date i made this dairy. wtf, where has time gone. i was a freshman, i was hanging out with nicole and brandon. i was at nicoles house that is no longer hers, with friends that are no longer mine. i am graduating in 3 weeks. everything in this diary is over. i changed a lot in the last three years, but everything was still here, still safe, still with the same relative people. EVERYTHING is about to CHANGE> dont get me wrong, i could not be more excited, more ready. but i could not be more scared and more in shock that it is actually happeneing. FINALLAy. i love going back and ready my old entries, life was so differnt then, it will be even more differnt in the future. i am thinking of taking a day this summer, to copy all of ym enteries in all of my diares to word, and making a book of them, for myself, and calling it finding yourself. b/c people that college is the time when you find yourself and define yourself. for me, if i find myself any more, i think im going to go crazy. i am way to self aware. i had to get ot no myself a long time ago, and these dairies have helped me so much to do so. i want college to be a growing and developing stage, b.c im already found now i jjust need to take everythingi have learned about mysel, and make myself successful. it kinda cool really. but i duno, i just felt like this needed to be addressed in this diary. the oldest one. the simpilist one. the end.