woo! glad to have my diary back. anyhoo. i went and saw underoath last night. yeah! atreyu headlined but they, as it turns out, are completely stupid. doing all kinds of 80's butt rock stuff. they need to lay off the bon jovi crap. i saw both stephanie and sara last night at church before i left. stephanie came up to me and hugged me. tight. and it lasted about two beats too long. too long that is, for a "friend" hug. i don't care what kind of girl she is. i'm gunna go after her. she's single, she likes me, and she has great qualities that are just screaming to get out. she's one of those semi-skanky preppie girls that you wish you could hate. but she has decent music taste. and she's warm. i mean she tries to be cold, but she is really warm. she kind of puts up this barrier of coolness to filter out people who aren't real. i can respect that. she's the kind of girl who gets hurt alot. and i want to change that. i don't want her to go on in life thinking that all guys are after her ass and not her heart.