the angry echoes of childhood laughter ever after the chimes that note when the when blows and no one knows what they're after and at times i sink inside and remember the times when you and i and the children inside sang sweet songs of ever after and the tides inside changed the ebb and flow of our feelings and misgivings and heartbreaks were the focus of all our dealings but i love her and how can i ever, ever, ever show her how i miss her. i miss her. and when i'm down i'll be found burning my hurt away but this pain in my brain it won't leave, won't subside, won't go away. but that's ok. because if it still hurts i cannot forget her. and if i can't forget i'll always miss her. and you'll never know how much it pains me not to hear her voice calling out to me to be near her and how many sleepless nights i've longed to feel her. and the sweat that's poured and covered this face and disguised the tears i've cried since she left me. and all the love in my heart, i cut it out and gave it to her she doesn't get it. i don't regret it. like a blanket i covered her with what i could give and it may be that i smothered her. i never ever ever meant to hurt her. or want to. and this man doesn't know what the boy did to upset her. and the boy is so broken he can't think straight. and all i know is that i would do anything to hold her and i would do anything to let her know that i love her. all i know is that i love her. take my word, take my heart, bank it and buy the farm; i love her. i love her. and maybe when the rain falls and the nights get cold she'll miss my body against her. and hear the voice that must cry in her head "i love her". and i miss her. and all i know is what i know and what i know is i feel this sadness inside me. so lonely. and i know is that this pain only she can break all this chains that hold me and control me. and she must know that with out her there is no happy here. and all i know is what i feel for her. i love her. i love her...