556am.

nothing happened with dalton. go figure. audrey called him, and there were a lot of girls in the background, and he said, "can they call me back tomorrow," talking about me. they. eh. oh well. there's this kid in school that i've thought was cute since like, the beginning of school. and suddenly he's getting everyone to talk to me for him because he thinks i'm pretty. yeah. i dunno. don't care. it'd be nice to finally have someone. but i gotta start talking to him, get to know him, see if i like him. it's too fucking cold. i hate waking up freezing. it makes me wanna cuddle with mc hammer on the couch and get all comfy. but nooo. the alarm goes off, screaming nirvana, and regardless of the temperature, i gotta get up and get ready. within 50 minutes. AND I'M FREEZING. ah! school doesn't seem nice today. i was fucking excited yesterday. who knows why. but today i just wanna get all warm and sleep for a few more hours. knowing me i'd sleep until school was let out. i can't wait until lunch. so i've been smoking more pot now then i was over summer, which is a lot. eight joints a day. people are too nice, giving tiffany, missy, audrey, and i free pot just to be nice. like kevin. he smokes with us every day, two or three joints a day, because he "has nobody else to smoke with and hates smoking alone." he's 29, but he's nice to everyone, even dustin. he'll smoke with anyone. and he has decent shit. plus, he's straight, even though everyone thinks he's gay, yet he wears fucking thong looking underwear. is there not something wrong with that? i made a new xanga. not to really write in, but it's like a simple xanga that took me around an hour to design, and it'll be used for my favorite pictures, and a few lines here and there. it's 603. i gotta put my contacts in, get dressed, do the girly shit, get missy, and get the fuck out of here. i know why i don't wanna go to school. mrs.rosborough. biiiiitch. so far, i hate how the catcher in the rye is written. it's hard to follow, and i hate how holden speaks and spells. it annoys the piss out of me. but i'm still going to read it all. love.
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we really need to hangout again.
or atleast catch up on things.
i love you.
<3-hilary
[Anonymous]
i love you.
and i miss you.
you like dalton?
the kid with dark reddish hair?
if so, i know him.
=].
when i read you overdosed, my stomach sank. Cathy, please be careful, i love you so fucking much& dont want anything to happen to you.
you are fucking pretty.
i bet he thinks you are to.
if not,then hes fucking blind.
ilove you.
jd salinger is great though!
i recommend FRANNY AND ZOE.


and we should exchange weathers
sorry that my problems dont suit you.
i never asked you to be concerned.
i dont want anyone to be.
because like i said, im just fine.
soyeah.
whoa,8 joints is a lot, i'd be in heaven if i got that much.