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&it's working. comfortable with life? yes. nice house, nice friends, nice girlfriend, nice boyfriend, nice fucking life. and i wonder if people like sarah and hilary and marissa ever feel really immature for the stupid shit they say to each other. calling each other fatasses and bitches. when one of them dies, or all of them, or two of them, they're all really going to feel so fucking stupid for their actions and words. i don't know. maybe i'm just aware this isn't elementary school anymore. love. [i love you, greg.]
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[Anonymous]
[i love you too, cathy.]
i love you.
im glad your life is going good.
you deserved to be happy.
the pic that you commented on myspace, i actually didnt have any pants on, but you would have to look close to notice it.

i love you and miss you so fucking much its not even funny.
kaela+no pants=boner for cathy!
:D
haha!
man, i cant wait until you go to highschool next year, because hopefully, ill get to see you more then.
:D
i love youuu.
i miss youuu.
veryverymuch.

btw, what happend with you and missy?

i know its over now,

just like to say:
i never once said anything about either one of them.
other than the occasional, "ugh, i wish she'd stfu, bitch."
and i honestly think i had a right to stick up for myself.

immature? yes.
stupid? yes.
but then again, we are in highschool, right?

i love you.
people will learn with age just give it time... unless ur my exboyfriend he will never learn. and all oh well some people will never grow up. i guess he is just another one of them.
i'm thanking david, since he told me about them last year :)


i love you too!

arrowthing003
[Anonymous]
/ me! duh.
thank you for the comment
I really do appreciate it
and I'm glad I can talk to you





oh yeah, and I don't hate you.
CATHY!

I didn't do anything to her at all! She wanted to read my diary and she found an old one from last year, and i told her that she shouldn't read it, and i took it from her, and she stole it later. i told her not to take it. I can't help what she does. I spent my entire weekend trying to make her be happy and laugh.
I didn't drive her to kill herself, she did that on her own, and I called her as soon as I found out she wasn't at school.
and then i talked to her for about an hour trying to cheer her up, which I think i did, but it doesn't fucking matter because it's not like we are going to hang out anymore.

so i've lost my bestfriend...
and probably everyone hates me because they don't know what happened.
so great.
locked?
um.. how do you lock a plain old notebook? there were no locks around.

i've got no reason to defend myself to you, honestly, you being involved wouldn't help a thing, it's just another overdramatic instance that really won't be needed.

if you want to be friends
great, you know what you mean to me

if you don't.
i'll have to worry about it later.


don't forget who you are.
i've...
given up on all of this.


you don't have to understand, you just have to remember.
hi