The past couple of days have been hectic. I have worked for the past five nights straight and I have 6 to go. I've been busy too. With tennis, and going to my aunt's for a bit in the morning today. Tennis was yesterday though. So much has happened its ridiculous. And I'm still waiting to see the results. And I am dying to know how it will all turn out. And its like I talk to the person woh's hands its in.. and we don't bring it up. Because I'm waiting for his decision and I don't want to hurry it. Its not every day I spill my entire heart out like that Dan's gonna write music to one of the things I wrote. I don't know which one yet, I'm letting him pick... Maybe I will post one of them on here. They're not great but Dan, Kayla, and Michelle seem to like them. I think I'm going to Aunt Susie's again tomorrow. I wasn't going to 'cause I thought I had to work at 1, but I dont have to go in until 4 :) That makes me so happy. Here... its Kristin writes time. The last time anything made sense I was sitting in the hospital Wishing anybody but you was there Don't try and hold my hand You know it’s not okay (and you can't make it that way either) And something about lies and deception Never faded from the record playing in my mind Sweetie, this is harder than it looks Laughing at your newest flings only hides so much Like the jealousy ever present in my stare Or the hatred I wear on my sleeve I'm convinced you should come with a warning label Under all that charm and those "sincere" confessions You're as poetic as the tissues that dry my tears I'm calling your next move It’s obvious I'm already on my way to hell So pack up your over-used clichés "All I ever wanted was you" Yeah, back turned running head first into traffic And I'm biting my tongue ...comment and leave what you think. x3 Tell me I'm the reason for every song on your mix tape x3