Listening to: Taking Back Sunday - Up Against (Blackout)
Yesterday was my birthday.
I hate my birthday.
Partly because people are so fake.
LIKE OMG KRISTIN!!!! HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
Shut the fuck up. I know you don't care. You never talk to me any other day, so why be nice now?
So a few people were really nice and I knew they meant it when they said happy birthday.
Like I was talking to Treg and he said happy birthday the minute the clock struck 12:00 a.m.
Michelle, Kristy, Karyn, Em, Kayla, Yeah I know they meant it like crazy.
So for my birthday Treg took off work.
And I went to his house after school. We went to Tunk. and got chinese food.
Mmmmmmm yum.
Then we just laid in his bed all night curled up.
Because I was in a really shitty mood.
He kept asking me what was wrong.
To tell the truth, I just wanted to cry.
But I didn't.
I hate my birthday.
So I was an uber bitch all night.
And I felt bad like crazy afterwards.
...................
my mom told me today that if we had such different morals maybe I should just move in with my grandparents.
I was like okay.
Yeah..................
Do you regret all your loneliness?
(and I meant happy birthday when I said it. :-P)
♥♥
Jael