You don't know all the thoughts that are racing through my mind I know this is wrong. Yet I'm making the same mistake again And I'm not even scared of what might happen I need you here now I don't want to talk about you leaving I know you're gonna be gone soon Sooner than I could have ever imagines And further away than my thoughts would have led me to believe Six years is so long to live without somebody you need I'm almost ready to give this up Just because I can't hurt this much again