I haven't written in a while I suppose. Lots has happened. I started talking to Brian again. And I know, how stupid can I be right? I can't explain it though. There is just something about that kid. Michelle and Dan and Carly and everybody keeps telling me how dumb I am... and how I need to find somebody who is nice and what not... but what if I don't want that. I want to know what its like when he's honest and I'm not paranoid. Kayla, hun, I am so glad that you understand this. I would have died without talking to you, it helped so much! I went to Kayla's last night. We were gonna run around in the rain and get soaked... but it didn't rain until really early this morning. Weather is such a bitch. Anyways, I'm trying to think of what we did. We ate some lovely food. And we played with sparklers. I love sparklers! And we took pictures, and played with the Jim doll. And we chased her dog around the yard and caught fire flies. And we watched Mean Girls and the news. Haha, like who the hell watches the news? anyways I was talking about this guy and how he had tons of liver spots, it was quite the time. And then we talked for a while, and I named her man pillow Julio. We all love Julio. Haha we slept with Julio and Jim. But we didn't go to bed until like 4:30 and then her mom woke us up and we went to Wal*Mart. Great times, haha. And then we hung out at her house for a while until I came back here and got ready for work and left for work and got pissed at Karyn and came home from work. I'm leaving tomorrow for some gay ass weekend vacation that my mom and dad planned that is going to suck ass. I haven't even packed at all. I am so screwed. Oh at Kayla's I dressed up as a hula girl :D and we put all these bead necklaces on her, it was so great. I think she has a pic of me, but the batteries died before we could take one of her :( Well I'm off. I really don't care what you guys think, I want to hang out with him. Its something I feel like I need to do.