Today was a horrible day...I've had an oral for like a month now and i worked on it a bit but it was due for today and i hadnt written it yet so i asked my mom to write me a note so that i could leave the class before..now im grounded for a long time and my mom really does hate me ..i need a cigarette and i am so stressed out with all my exams and with my friends and stuff...On another note..My *bestfriend*cough*cough* ..she hurt me so much and she broke my heart as much as a person can..k well it went down like this..i knew this guy since grade 6 but i only started talking to him recently in December of grade 8..and so we got close and then i started to like him..then one day when he meets her and he likes her and then she decides..HEY hes 17 why the fuck not? ...so then one day when i went to her house with him we were all in the computer room..then hes like im hungry come help me get sumthing ..of course i knew what that meant that they were going to do ..well i know that now.i didnt realize that before..so after 10 minutes i finally realized what they were doing..so i was really mad..like how could my best friend do that to me..with the guy that i liked...so i started shit with my other friend and then i finally told her that i was sorry and i was only mad because of her and i just needed to get it out so i was crying in her computer room and then my other friend called..so my best friend called me for the phone and then went back 2 sit down on the couch..i told my other friend that i didn't wanna talk about it right now because they were right there..so i hung up the phone..when i was walking back to the room she was like "what did she want" and i couldnt even say n ething i was like crying so i just walked by and she was like whats wrong and i just went into the room..so like 5 minutes later her and him finally come back into the room and i was so upset and disgusted by them that i had 2 leave the room and i couldnt even look at her anymore..another time when i was just sitting on the couch where the kitchen is like open just around the corner they just went into the kitchen and started making out and i was like :|omg and so i just stayed on the couch trying 2 not say anything i was like so astonished that my *best friend* if u can call her that would do sumthing like that to me..and then she went thru her lil change and shes like im not gon b a whore and im not gon do this or that and stuff..and im like ok:S like she was totally different and then now with this 18 yr old sweetie like hes soo nice..shes like wanting 2 meet up with him and i dont even wanna b there when they meet up..i really hope that he wont do n ething with her cuz i dont know..i will like lose respect for him:S and i know its mean to say but its true..and she would prolly still go out with him now and if he asked her out and started being nice to her again and she said yes 2 him ...i think that i would have to disown her..no one does that after saying that she hates him and all that bullshit she told me...and now i am friends again with my best friends of 10 yrs that i needed time away from..they kept trying to be my friends and they wanna b close again..they really do care about me and they take what i say for real and they dont take me for granted..so yes wise snail...*A Slut Will Always Be A Slut*But A Best Friend Will Never Leave You* *6*Me*9* -xox-