i just called my brother and it was really sad talking to him...i miss him a lot and its only been 3 days since ive seen him .. but its gonna b another 3 weeks b4 i see him again.i think when i get back from ottawa im going to call him up and ask him to do something with me so that i can see him again. the last thing i said was *i miss you* and i started crying and hes like *i miss you too chelsea* and then i had to say bye because i started crying my eyes out. im really sad for him. and my mom is being sucha bitch. shes changed and its not for the better...now i get 3 rooms..i think shes convinced trevs comin back and that he might change cuz shes not letting me move into the basement right now but i kno hes not gonna come back and take her shit again..i kno that i wouldnt..i just hope trevor finishes Cartier next year and gets a decent job and home and then i will be so happy .. when hes happy.. i will be better ..a lil .. ~*~Chella~*~