so today just sucked..i dont think it could get that much worse rlly..so i stayed home cuz i felt sick and then i got my french oral done n everything but like i feel so bad about myself..i rlly wanna lose weight and tone myself up but its rlly hard so i bought this journal to write everything in but then i tried doing my tapes and it was so hard like i barely got thru them and couldnt finish them cuz i had to run to the bathroom and almost puked. and then for my guys situation isnt rlly making me feel any better about myself. i rlly want a bf but i want to have my "ideal" body first and i just dont know how to do it anymore..so i made a deal with myself starting tomorrow...no potatoes, *like anything cooked with them* 4 pcs of bread a day, 3 bottles of water, a salad at supper and do my tapes 5 times a week. my goal is to be the size i want to be by June 9th...exactly 6 weeks from tomorrow..lets see where im at then. -Chelsea-xox-