i had an okay day today..my mom and my step dad are fighting once again. after last weekend i think their going to split up soon. im starting to get really scared for my mom because shes going to see so many doctors and if she has too much stress on her she can die and stuff and she keeps telling me that she ahs so much stress on her right now and im just really scared. i dont want my mom and stepdad to split up cuz he makes her happy but they fight too much. it might be for the better i guess. i just dont want her to get hurt. i want her to be happy. shes been fucked over her whole life by men. her first husband drowned, my dad left her with me and my brother when we were 1 and 4 and my moms best friend Bill left her cuz she just wanted to be friends but he felt feelings for her and now Peter*my stepdad* is fucking her over leaving all the work at home for her to do because he has to be at work . me and my brother dont make her happy cuz were always so mean to her but i realy dont mean to be it just happens. i just wish that she could be happy and no one would fuck her over and someone could just treat her right for once. it makes me sad that i cant make her happy. :( . my attitude is changing now . i used to be really bitchy and stuff and now stephs starting to be like that and im not and its annoying me because she says *ive been nice all my fucking life..its my turn to be a bitch* but thats not true at all but wtv she can b a bitch all she wants but its not my fault if i hit her for saying those things or yelling at her cuz i dont respect bitches...she also pisses me the fuck off when she says to me *ya chelsea thinks that she can do something to someone but they cant do it back to her.* in this like really bitch and annoying ass fucking voice and i just feel like hitting her so i just yell at her and she shuts the fuck up. dumb bitch. shes so agrivating. xoxoxChellaxoxox