ew..i hate how i look...i saw my ex best friends today ..steph n kanne..and it was so weird..all of a sudden when i saw them i got so paranoid and self conscious when i was doing fine before. i hate myself and the nastiness i feel:S..seeing them made me feel so ugly inside and out because i felt so ugly and bitchy , if that makes sense. i dont even want to look at myself anymore. i used to think i was pretty but now i dont see anything but an ugly fucking piece of shit:S..when people give me compliments i think their just saying it cuz they either have to or because they are making fun of me ..i cant take them because i dont see the "beauty" or "prettiness" they talk about...