i am so stressed right now its not even funny. i cant believe how much i am freaking out. its not even anything that i should really be stressing about yet either.. i mean yeah soon in the near future i should but i should just take things as they come to me and not worry about them now when they are not in front of me and i cant do them yet anyways. also nicky is stressing me out cuz i dont think he likes me but he tells me he does but he doesnt call me back and stuff and i kno hes busy but its just annoying..and i want him to tell me that he doesnt like me so i can just get over him and go onto someone else but hes making me stay with him so its like he wants me to himself just so that i cant go to anyone else kinda thing but yet he doesnt want me .. its so dumb. wtvvv iunno what to do anymore im gonna go insane..bye