WOW what a freaking day:|...it started out good .. i went to see Tahirah and everything then when i came home Trevor*my bro* was just being a fucking pain in the ass..saying all this shit to me and it pissed the fuck out of me .. i got so angry that i couldnt stay in my house . i had no place to go. all my rooms were taken and i had no privacy so i just told my mom im going for a walk and i left. i was so angry. right when i left i wasnt even off my property i started crying. i dont know why , i think its because he just gets me so angry but i dont do anything to him. so i cried my eyes out for a bit then i called Tahirah and talked to her and then i just sat on my steps for like half an hour thinking. i dont know what to do with myself. and i found out that matt has a gf and when i found out i just started crying bout that too yesterday..i wanna see Trevor*my friend* and talk to him cuz he comforts me :)..maybe things will get better for me...maybe not..who knows..we'll see xoxoxChellaxoxox