i love him so much but he doesnt even bother with me now. i just wish we were back together and how things were when we were going out. i really dont know how im going to get over him because he means everything to me right now. i just wish i meant the same to him . it really hurts . i talk to him and he just writes "k" and so i just stop talking cuz id rather not talk and feel strong then talk and feel disappointed and unwanted by him. i got all my hw done and im really trying in school now cuz i think that is gonna b the only thing i have left in the end . i just really want him :( just to see him and kiss him and have him hold me . my god why am i so unlucky