WOW im like a totally changed person. it's really hard to explain but i value things a lot more. im changing my life around. im focusing on school cuz thats my main focus right now. im fixing things with all my friends. im doing more things with my family and making my mom happier and iunno its making me an all around happier person. i was discussing our trip with my mom today and its really cool. we are going one week around Belize and like backpacking kinda and the other week my aunty rene, uncle john, aunty liz, and aunty trish , terry and lily are gonna stay at a resort in Mexico with us . it might be the same one i stayed at 2 years ago but thats gud cuz at least i kno that place and i really liked it too so im fine with that. my brother and i get our own room. and my mom is letting me pierce my belly button in December so i can have it for then and im really excited:)..im getting my tattoo soon too. im really earning her trust back and i can pursuade her i guess. for my bday shes getting me a massage and i have to pick a few other things and im not sure what im gonna do with the other money i get from everyone else. ill put 3/4 of it away for sumthing and the rest ill use for movies or wtv. im going to apply for a job at guzzo in October because their hiring people my age so ill get money from there and ill do the same thing..put away 3/4 of it and everytime i get $100 to spend ill put $50 in the savings fund.its a pretty gud plan:) ... i start my exercise classes next Monday with my mom and step dad its gona b pretty cool . my grandmother also bought me this lil machine thing and theres 3 exercises to work ur stomach thighs and arms and imma do that 5 times a week for 45 minutes and my moms buying the exercise bike offa my grandfather cuz she doesnt wanna just take it and imma b doing that for a few hours a day while i watch tv. my goal is to be fit for Mexico cuz my whole family is going and i wanna b able to wear a bikini and not be scared of feeling fat..i wanna feel confident..i have 4 and a half months and im sure i can do it :) xoxoxChellaxoxox