hell o whatts up how have yall been i have been doing kinda pfft past three weeks and i dont know why but i feel so empty so alone it feels like i am meant not to have anyone to love or anyone to love me i cant think straight cant do anything with a smile anymore i just cant do this i dont know why but i cant, i fell down and this time there is no one to help me out this time but why me why now when i need someone i just cant do this anymore i just cant i dont know why i love this person and i know i cant have her but i love her so much but i dont know why i just cant help it (shut up brit dont say i am stupid) but i need to know before my life just ends i just cant leave like this, all alone just by myself i cant and i wont do this to myself i feel so lost, so gone, so left behind dont know why but i just cant go another day with out someone.....