sometimes i hope for the best or for the worst i dont care what comes my way i am ready for it everyday i see myself in the mirror and see the scars in my body all those scars on my heart just healing from the last person that hurt me..sometimes i wish that all my pain can stop with a simple word or with a special someone but i know that will never happen but in the last couple of days its been the worst friends have been lying to me, a friend doesnt need me anymore she has moved on now i am the last one to know i dont know why i am mad but i am not in a way just wish she told me before letting the whole world know before me