Listening to: thursday
Feeling: broken
no time to feel,, no time to think, everything passing me so fast,, so fast its killing me, in the inside ,, but should i care i dont know, should i just bleed to death, should i just let go of this world. it would'nt matter if i die, no one would take the time to cry. if i only just told the world how i feel would it be any diffrent now. i would'nt know. The cold metal tastes so good right now better than life. should i just take whats mine right now take my life just step on the petal drive off a cliff, or just use a gun and let it be done, i dont know do i have anyother thing left for me, i look around in this place and i just dont see anything i just gave up but should i just give up or should i go on, tell me what to do . do i have time. do i have any time left in me. its all up to the guy in the black or is it up to me, someone tell me, tell me, you fucking tell me
~christy
.. Kay ^_^