I feel kind of confused right now. There are a lot of things that I have been thinking about. I want to be a writer, but whats the point if it's not a reliable job. I might as well go into something else and give up on the writing career. I know people can see these private entries on the main page, which I find unfair to those people who post them. But because of it I'm going to stop now cause the rest is a little to personal. I shall take my leave...