Well shit. Today I fuckin went to the dentist...EEK! The fucker told me that he wants to pull out THREE of my fuckin teeth. FUUUUUUUUUCK THAT!!! But hey! He prescribed me some fuckin codeine! Needless to say...I've been feeling pretty fucked up! HOOOORAAAY!!! Yeah...the damn dentist is supposed to call me in w/ the next few days to yank my damn teeth out. OWWWWWWW! I AM NOT looking forward to that at all. Also today, Timmy (my boyfriend) and I went to the Family Services department. Damn bastards won't put me on free health insurence...but don't mind giving me free food. Riiiiiiiiight... God....I miss Blue Springs!!! I don't know what the hell is wrong w/ me...but I actually want to go back and visit that hell hole I once called home. That and my Jew friend Tashia keeps on harassing me to come back up. I guess she actually misses me. Weird. You know...it's strange that when you are around all the time no body really seems to give a fuck...but when you leave they are all up on you like white on rice. Fuckin douchebags. Oh well...I guess it's true that you don't realize what you have until you lose it. Well anyway that's about all I have to say. And a word to the wise : don't eat sugar constantly, don't put faith in the government, and never take anything for granted. And fuck! Just be your goddamn self! Not what other people want you to be, or what you feel you have to be in order to be someone special and unique. You already are if you're an individual that has a mind of your own. Be happy w/ who you are. Because in order for anyone else to truly like you...you have to like yourself. It's as simple as that. Okay...I'm done with my little ramble feel good speech...for now. Peace everyone! And remember...time is never wasted...if you're wasted all the time. Late.