Hey, everyone. hmmm....It doesn't seem like anyone looks at my journal anymore. Oh well...it might as well be on private all the time. *sigh* Blah. I'm kind of in one of those weird state of minds' right now. Not really different than the usual, I suppose. My car's acting fucked up. It sucks...alot. I have the worst luck. Not really...I know that there is people out there that have it a lot harder than I do...but I can't help but being bummed. The last car I had lasted me a whole 3 months...and this car I just got in August. It didn't really start acting fucked up again until the other day when I had my brother take my antifreeze out of my reserve tank. Ever since then, it's been fucked up. The antifreeze in my reserve is way to high...I've stalled out a couple of times...it's just really making me worried and pissed off. I swear it seems like I'm doomed to stay where I'm working at. I was planning on getting another job after the last car I had...and it fucked up. I've been looking for another job, lately, and my new car fucks up. It's pissing me off. I don';t want to be stuck working fast food forever. But it seems like that no matter my hard work...no matter my effort to make something of myself....I get screwed out of it. I hate it. I was going to apply for college yesterday...but instead my cear fucks up. I was going to continue job hunting...but noooo. I beleive that everything happens for a reason...but I've yet to see what the hell the reason is for me failing to get on w/ my life. It's depressing as fuck. Really it is. mmmmm...let me admit...I've been drinking. I'm actually kinda drunk. But I know that the shit that's on my mind right now hasn't changed since earlier. The fuckers told me that I have a cracked head gasket! There is no way in hell that I have a cracked head. I can't afford that. And I KNOW that's not the problem. Fuck them. I hate being a female sometimes. Every time I take a car to the shop they always try to take advantage of me. It makes me rather anxious for the world to explode or some kind of armegedden to happen. Fucking humans. Cockroaches of the planet. Well I'm done venting for now. Peace out...whoever reads this.