Well...it's been 3 weeks now since I came back to this shithole. I've been trying to get a job...but it seems all of my efforts are in vain. That doesn't mean I'm going to give up though. I talk to Timmy occasionally...and conversation is little...but I don't mind just as long as I can hear his voice. Damn- I miss him! But hey...on the brighter side of things he is supposed to come here to visit in a week or so. YAAAAAAAAAAY! Sooo...what HAVE I been doing in the meantime? Well I've been staying at some friends' house....which is going peachy...but I feel like I'm intruding even though I'm not treated like it. I just hate being dependant off of other people. All I really want is a job, a car, go to school...and SOMEHOW maintain a long-distance relationship w/ my boyfriend. I don't know how that's going to work but oh well...I'll figure shit out as it happens. I'm still trying to work up the motivation to call Timmy's dad and confront him about the shit he's been talking behind my back. Usually I would have no problem doing that, but this time I am somewhat in the wrong too. I went to Worlds of Fun the other day!!! It was pretty fun...got my mind off shit 4 a while. For some reason I haven't even tryed to be sociable lately but random friends of mine keep showing up and I actually get out of the house! I'm not bitching though! But anyway...I can't think of anything else to write for right now so I'm gonna jet. Later guys and take care!