Well today's been interesting! Found out last Thursday that my Grandpa passed away...so we went to his funeral today. Honestly I'm happy for him though...cause he had fought for so long (he had alzheimers)...and suffered, especially this past week, that I'm glad to see that he won't have to endure the pain anymore. The service went okay, I guess. Since he was a WWII vet, in the Navy, they had a few people there to play taps and do the flag ceremony. It was nice...kinda sad...but nice. I really felt sorry for my grandma though. She loved him sooo much...and they were together for over 50 years. She stood by his side every step of the way too...I really admire that. I was more sad for her than my grandfather..cause now she has to live knowing that she won't get to see him anymore. At least his pain as ended. But at the same time, they lived and loved each other for a long time...I consider them lucky for that. They had more time together than some people get...and for that I consider them blessed. Besides that...I'm really enthused about something. I don't want to say anything yet...but I am really, REALLY excited. What I speak of could be a whole new step in my life...and I don't want to jinx it by stating it. But I'll know what this is about...and eventually you guys might. I'm not sure yet...it's to soon to tell. But I really hope that this is a good thing! I don't want to get my hopes let down again! I'm all too tired of that! So for now...I'm just going to be hopeful..and try to contain my enthusiasm. GOD I REALLY HOPE THIS HAPPENS!!! Sorry for leading you guys on a string...but yeah...this is for a later day. SOOOO I'm going to get off of here before I spill my guts okay! Take care everyone! Peace!