Well...life's a bitch, but what to do about it? Who knows...I sure as hell don't. I applied for the loan to go to school the other day...apparently my creditials weren't good enough. I would be able to do it if I had a co-signer...but I don't know anyone close enough to me to do that. I wouldn't ask even if I did. I thought about applying for a different loan...but I can guarentee the outcome. So what's the point of doing that, getting denied, and having the inquiry against my credit report? Sooo....right now I'm at a standstill. I absolutely have to get out on my own. I'm fucking 22 years old and haven't a damn thing to show for myself. I want to start my life, goddammit. Everyday I go into work...I hate it and the people more and more. It's so mundane and isn't gratifying whatsoever. There is nothing at my job that makes me happy, anymore. I'm tired of EVERYONE and EVERYTHING...period. Work and at home. I'm bored. I need to run away...find some sort of adventure. I have to make a decision....otherwise I never will. I just hope I can come up with it soon...and maybe it'll turn out alright. Well fuck...yeah...that was a rant. Everyone has to have one every now and again though, right? ^_^ ehhhh...I'm done. Peace guys.