grr...well...how's everyone doing? Me...oh...I'm peachy...I guess. I don't know. I feel kinda shitty for some reason. The main reason would be that I just talked to Timmy not too long ago. It sucked. Alot. I didn't even want to talk to him...but everyone just wanted ME to tell him that "I'm not going to beat his ass". Pretty much, Tashia has been talking to him recently so she can get this money back. She loaned him money almost 3 years ago...and she has yet to see a dime. And everytime it's brought it up, he always has an excuse for not having it. So she called him up tonight, and he's talking about coming up here this weekend...but he fears that I'm going to jump out of the bushes or some shit. So, for some reason, I agreed to talk to him shortly. Of course he started bringing up shit that caught my attention...and so I wasted my time listening for a minute. But he never got to the point. Never. I don't know why this is bothering me so much. He's in the past...right? No...I guess he's not, if I care enough to write this right now. But I can't help it...I think there's still a part of me that still loves him...so much....but the part of me that wants to erase him is stronger. So why is it so hard to forget?! DAMMIT!!! I don't know...for some reason I feel a little sad after talking to him. And that's what REALLY pisses me off! Fuck it...I'm done. The past is the past, right? So why does it feel so hard to let go of right now? grr....oh well. I'll get over it tomorrow. I'm going to get off of here for now...take care guys! Peace!