I am in a mood today. Not sure how I feel, or what mood I'm in...but I'm in a mood. I have a headache, I'm freezing, even though I have a sweatshirt on, I'm not really tired...But I want to be asleep.
I feel lost.
Like I'm wandering.
Alone in empty white space.
No color.
No floor.
No ceiling...
Just empty space.
And I
am in it,
wandering...
Lack of emotion sucks. Never in my entire life did I think I would say that. Too much noise in my classroom, so I'm going to wander into the silence of the jr. high. I love having the freedom to roam...
I WANT FREEDOM! I WANT TO STAY HAPPY! I WANT TO STAY WITH JOSH!!! AND RIGHT NOW I WANT TO BE WARM!!!
best wishes,
stella