I woke up today and wanted to pull the blankets back over my head and go to sleep again. Felt like today was going ot be a bad day. And it has been. We had interviews in school today...and I didn't dress for them. So...I had to find clothes to wear for the stupid interview. Though I made a good connection, the guy that interviewed me is part of a Reparitive Justice Board out of Northfield. I love when we get off track. We talked abotu the Army, and me wanting to be a Juvenile Probation Officer...Today I don't want to do anything. And...There is talk abotu closing Ft. Drum. As well as many other bases actually. I'm irritated by this. I have to go running today, and my knees are still killing me. Not sure why they're hurting to begin with, but they are. I talked to Dereck last night. I didn't think that his life could get any worse...but it has. I feel bad that I live so far away and he can't just drive twenty minutes so we can hangout and talk face to face. And for some reason today I feel like Josh isn't here. I feel like he's miles away from me. I don't like that feeling... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So...I'm going to California for DECA. April 26th-May...3rd. Had to check on that one. One whole week away from Josh. One week I'm not going to be here before he leaves. Ugh! Mr. Sugarman came in to check and see if the meeting we had scheduled tomorrow about my early graduation was still on. I told him I still wanted to get out early but had no legitimate reason to. He said we should still have it. Nice to know he supports me. SSG Simon should be here anytime to go running...So, I guess I should go.