Last night was nice. It was cool hanging out with Josh's room mate. Could definently get use to sleeping next to Josh everynight though...already am a bit. Saturday he's mine all day!!! Haha, I'm sooooo hapy. I can't wait. We were talking last night and I realized just how different I feel with him then I have with anyone before. I mean, some things are the same...but I can talk to him, about anything, I trust him, and I'm never uncomfortable round him. I feel safe when I'm in his arms. I feel liek a little kid, 'cause I always want to straddle him and put my head on his sholder and wrap my arms around him. I always start to fall asleep too. We'll have to work on that. Melissa forgot the girls' bathing suits yesterday, so we couldn't go swimming. But we are going to go today. YAY!!! I can't wait. I hope that my mom lets me stay at the college again tonight, though I'm not exactly sure that I want to ask her permission. I will though...I guess. Hopefully Wally goes out and about when I'm home. Then I will ask her. I want to stay with him tonight. And tomorrow he's going to be with me!!! YAY!!! Excited to spend time with Melissa and the girls tonight. I love being with them, but I tend to put Josh first. Oops! Hopefuly she forgives me. I've gotta get english done though, all late work needs to be in today by 2:20pm. Wish me luck!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ English is done, saw Josh, miss Josh, want to be with Josh tonight...REALLY BAD! I'm already getting really use to being with him. Wish I could go home to him at the end of everyday. And be with him during the day too...But yeah...Hugs and kisses...Miss you....ANd I'm such a pathetic sap, but I DON't CARE!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I just got a text. From Adam. He apologized for some things he said, and he misses talking to me. Jason sent me a text earlier today. I was supposed ot call him tonight. I saw Michael day before yesterday. WOW! One more person to call me, and we'll have all the bases covered. SO weird. The timing makes it out to see like they're all plotting against me. But it doesn't make me question being wiht Josh, or where I am, or the past choices I have made. There are reasons they are not in my life now the way they once were, each in their own way. I also saw Mark. Makes me that much surer of Josh, and what I'm doing and of myself. SO now, I get to rebuild the friendships that I want rebuilt, and say fuck the rest like I've already done once.