I have one month and two days left of school before I graduate and am officialy a 96B in the United States Army. Well, almost official. I still don't have my top secret security clearance. Or pass a PT test...I take it for the first time tuesday. I'm still pretty broke, but hopefully I can do it. There's a lot goign on in my life here in Arizona. First of all the army is not for me. And I refuse to change who I am because of what they want me to do. I am a bi-sexual. Right now I think I'm done with men...Except for Christopher. Things are getting better between him and I...Now that we're so far apart and talking again, we're oing pretty good with the communication thing. Except I only talk to him when he's drinking, and won't tell him anything that matters when he's sober...Which was the fight we had last night. The worst part was that most of what he said was true. Now how often does that happen??? UGH!!! My gram is doing good..It's pretty hard for her without me there...But shes doing pretty well with it. And Jess and I are doing really good right now. We got in a fight last night cause I got in a fight with Christopher. And I took it out on her. I dunno...Time for me to stop writing tonight...