So...I'm now supose to completely have my life back...But it's not working that way. I feel slightly lost, a little more-so then I thought I would. And I feel...like I don't matter? Not really sure what I feel. Still so confused about everything...I hate it. I'm suppose to go work with Craig for the day today...Going to call him in abot ten minutes. It's really cold outside though. Walking here this morning made me think that we were back in Winter again. As long as the ground isn't white I guess I can't complain too much... Can't wait for basic...Kinda think that's all that's keeping me going right now.