All I wanted this morning was a Vanilla Chai Latte. But no, the bitch had to give me something with coffee in it! And I did not feel like turning around and walking all the way back to town to bitch at her. GRRR! So... I'm not going to California. Nor am I going to shoot guns saturday. I think I'm going to develop film today. Make some prints. Stay in the darkroom and listen to my music and try to get in a better mood. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So my film came out, a little dark, but it's okay. Need to let it dry now so i can cut it up, make a contact sheet and then make some prints. I have to work 3:30-5, 5:30 today, and I DON'T WANT TO!!! But I cant say no. So...I'm babysitting. Yay! Which means if i get to see Josh at all today it will be me hanging out with him while he's at work. Not that that bothers me, but I wont be able to be close to him and lay in his arms or kiss him or anything. But as long as I get to see him it's okay...And hopefully I will see Melissa today too... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i see you and me making forever got me thinking of things i said i would never just looking at you puts a smile on my face and laying with you my heart begins to race so i kiss your hand and pull you close cause being with you islike an overdose you're my drug and you get me so high it's like a fairytale with only happy tears to cry ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So, the school day has ended pretty good. Goign ot go uptown and get my check, MAYEB stop by to see if the owner is workign at the Randolph Depot and get a real Vanilla Chai Lattee. Grrr...I'm still irritated thinking about htis morning. Hope I get to go swimmign tonight, then home and bed early. Sounds good, but don't think it will happen. We will see...