Went to Dr. Cole's today. She made me and dad talk about the whole thing with Ted. It's now been agreed that he wont ever come over again. He stopped by earlier. Dad told him not to come over anymore. I know it was hard for him, but i think he needs to get his priorities straight. I gave Lucy a bath. She stunk pretty bad. I like my background. And i like this quote: "Everything happens for a reason..things fall apart so other things can fall together..dont question it just let it happen..if its meant to be it will be." It makes me remember some things that had to end in order for me to be where i am now. I think im a hypocrite. I like this journal better just cuz i know not many people read it. Which is a VERY good thing. Not yet. But it will be. So the other day when we were waiting for julie's mom to come pick us up from school (im back home now) and i saw some people and started thinking about some things. I prolly shouldnt be thinking about them though. Its gay. I hate myself. You'd think i be done with all this by now. So anyways. I GOT MY CELL PHONE BACK!!!! Lol its only been broken for 6 months. But dont call me on it till next week due to being grounded for gay reasons. I didn't do the day of silence this year. The only reason i did it last year was due to mark. I feel a little guilty. But idk. Im just weird. So im gonna go and do some stuff. Then watch the OC. Summer. Haha. So little but quite a significance if you knew me last year. But you wouldnt know why. <3 Stacey