That song. I swear. Its one of those that hits to close to home. So i boycoted SD for awhile cuz the gay server was being, well, gay. Sooo...last night majorly pissed me off. It was nanny's last day here, and i was actually having a pretty good day except for LJ breaking the promise of coming to school, when i get a phone. His mom wanted to be bitchy again. I'm honestly getting sick of it. Do you not understand that theres a thing called harrassment? And that if he didnt wanna talk to me then he wouldnt be calling me and IMing me and all that other shit????? hmmm????? If you wanna call me a bitch, i can be one. Bring it. Anywho, enough ranting. Today was pretty cool. Dustin came and got me this morning, went to school. Got there pretty early so i sat just kinda sat there and talked to heather for a bit. Olivia got there and lesley and we layed in the hall and talked. Then i had a conversation with val. Haha, so much in common. Thennn..........charles came over and said he called LJ this morning and he said he wasnt coming. I was like whatever. No one else in my life keeps their word, so why should he? I've pretty much gotten used to people dissappointing me. I had a 2hour conversation with julie last night. Its been awhile since that happened. I miss that :( but anywho, back to today. In spanish i talked to heather for a bit, then we took our exam. I was number 5 for the speaking part. BLAH!! I hateeeeeee speaking parts of tests. Then i went to geometry, sat there and kind of studied since we had second break. Then went out to break and talked to olivia, heather, and lauren. Glared at that girl i cant stand... talked to liv about everything. Then we had an interesting departure lol. Thennn.....geometry exam. Didnt finish so i randomly filled in the last 10 bubbles on my scantron. Theyre taking out SOL scores if theyre higher anyways so im not rele worried about it. 2moro i have Drivers Ed and Spanish. Then thursday i get to spend the ENTIRE day working on my graduation spread. If i do it wonderfully maybe ill get editor in chief next year!!!!!! staceys excited :) so since ive been home, i slept, watched tv, talked to shannon about....interesting things....ate dinner, my mouth hurts, i have another ulcer, took a shower, and procrastinated on studying for 2moro. So as my mood says, im "uncertain." 3 days, and i still dont know where we stand, whats going on, whats happening. Someone tell me. Someone explain it to me. Am i supposed to sit here, wait, and be treated like shit? or get up, try to move on, and see what happens a year from now? -Spacey