Gay. I do so much for people, and give up so much so other people can be happy. You would think that someone would appreciate it and maybe just ONCE let me let me have something or do something for myself. Maybe just back off a bit and give a damn chance at maybe being happy about something, so i can take a break from making everyone else smile, and everyone else's lives perfect. But no. Again, i give up something i want for someone else. Ugh. What else is new. I'm mad, yes, but ill get over it. So anyways. I guess heather and I are ok now. Right???? which is good. cuz im so sick of dealing with drama. So im off. With one more person happy. And letting go of one more thing. Not that it was possible, but it was nice to think so. This weekend should be....interesting. With bribes of having to wear my underwear on my head for an entire day if i dont do something. Retarded yes, but a nice motivation lol. I go to julies 2moro. Dads picks us up from school, come back to my house to get my stuff. Penny comes and gets us. Friday = movie night at eriks i think. Bring everybody by to meet mamaw. Then monday is a half day, so we have to get seth to bring us home. Stay there till dad gets home, he comes and gets me. Yup. 6 days with julie. Should be interesting. i guess im back on sitdiary again. xoxo, Stacey