My mascara's running. I always thought people were lying when they said that, but now i know it really happens. So i was gonna copy over what i wrote at school today, But i really dont have the energy for it. DAMMIT! I hate myself. I swore i'd never let myself end up like this. Attached to someone. Scared by the very thought of losing them. But no matter how hard i tried i ended being just like every other typical teenage girl. It's official: I'm worthless.