Actually, minus monday's after school events, this week has been pretty good. Tuesday i had my doctors appointment. New prescription, finally. Yesterday krystin brought me a smoothie and m&ms. Lesley gave me a kit-kat bar. Good times. I had an enlightening talk with krystin after school. her pep talks rock. today lauren brought me a smoothie and doritoes. i love how everyone keeps bringing me food. their gonna make me fat, but i appreciate the efforts. 1st period we watched a video about prostitutes and serial killers. gotta love psychology. 3rd period consisted of talking to some guy who knows billy and playing the frozen bubble game. that thing is so annoying, but addicting. then i wrote julie back and read a little. lunch was fun. harrison thought i was trying to steal his money. loser. krystin came up with the "F-U-C-K *insert anyone's name here* song. And the G-I-V-E G-I-V-E me......yeah. anyways. Yearbook was pretty cool. Played with pictures. Directed study kevin came in to work with brittany on something. 6 girls and kevin all stuffed in a corner was pretty entertaining. then we migrated over by the computers. i wasnt completely comfortable with where krystins head ended up. and what she was taking pictures of. lmao. we took our yearbook class pic today. ill upload that later. chem was actually ok. harrison and i had to move up a table cuz suzy & alex stole our seats. i didnt stay long out front today. now im online talking to everyone. tommorrow should be interesting. but whatever happens, me and julie are going tanning saturday and having some fun. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ive been thinking this week. like a lot. ive cleared some things up, both in my head and on paper. when the time comes i think i can actually talk this time. it all makes sense now. when you repeat it over and over 3 million times, you find the words to make it all crystal clear. im prepared this time. and ill say what i need to say, unlike last time. i know what needs to be done to salvage things....i think thats the word. and i feel i need to explain a few things. talking to lacie last night put a few things into perspective. anyways. im gonna go take a shower and shave. comments guys? i love all of you. xoxo, Stacey