some people are just really aweful. ungrateful, inconsiderate, self-centered humans. i was anorexic. now i eat too much. tell me what to do then. i was too great. now im the most annoying thing the entire world. just fucking leave me be then. so fucking what if i love you, stop pretending to like me in the least bit. that way i can get over you and move on with my life. i want to be liked by other people, but you wont let me. you are an obligation and i can't fucking stand you sometimes. and i have the audacity to be kind to you, to tell you whats up, to put on a front, and you sit there and sulk and bitch and complain. . . well, right now i hate you, and i know what you think of me and i know me better than you do. you make me feel like she just as much as i make you feel bad. i wish we never met sometimes.. right now in fact. am i allowed to say that? yes.