too short. oh well. just the way it goes. i should have worn some high heel shoes, but they always squash my toes.. so i'll wait around for another chance to be in the brightest light. until then i'll just pretend that i was the best last night. haha that was really random.. it started out as a rant and now it's a pretty little poem. pretty much enfeild just said that i'm too short for the part i want in the fall play. i'm okay with it though even if it is super disappointing. i'll get over it. i really like that nobody comes around here anymore. i feel like i can just go off. so i will. as soon as i come back to the library...