have you ever seen a movie that makes you want to live? as incredibley cheesey as that sounds, it happens so cope with that! i'm just playing, but really, i wont name the movie i just watched because i'll end up embarassing myself, but it had they cutest couple with the best kind of love between them. they weren't friends before they were lovers, they developed a relationship.. they had chemistry when they met. they got to know eachother. people these days are so cynical and skeptical, i can't stand it. things just ARE. there is no reason or solution.. i want to BE. but that doesnt happen, oh well, lets sleep. love