i came home from school today and went to sleep.. kind of. it was so scary. i was laying there looking at the pastel pictures on my wall that eva drew with me last night.. i don't remember falling asleep, but the next thing i new i was in this trap of a dream hearing a dog barking talking and something scratching.. what... the.... fuck. and then i had some dream about the auditorium caving in on me while i was sitting in the middle of main stage.. i was so gone at rehersal tonight. all of us are so tired. some of us more than others... i wish i could have stayed home from school today. i passed out in 5th period, but i already had my head down. it was just one of those times when u wake up like 15 seconds later not knowing if you were asleep or not...? i need to get back into bed now. tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow....